Finding purpose. It is something so hard to find. It is also so easy to find ways of hiding away from pursuing it. I find that many days of my life, I am trying my hardest to find ways to not pursue my own personal purpose. Why am I here? What is the point of life? I know the answer, but do still do so much to take myself away from focusing on what I am here to do.
Why? I use all the excuses in the world, I am tired, I have not got enough time or I just want to chill out and relax. Most of the time this is not true. I have energy, I have time, I want to relax, but maybe I just need to change what I am doing to relax. Move onto something different.
I know that my purpose in life is to help people in the best way that I can. I know I can do this by making them healthier and happy people by using my best knowledge and understanding about fitness and health. I do this for nearly all my working day. I also know that this takes it toll on my energy as I am not a extrovert. I also know that I have a limited amount of energy to give. I also need to try and find a way of giving more, but spend less energy as I expend a lot at work.
The plan. I am going to try and use writing as a way to hopefully help provide help to my readers. I also need to try to find another way that will help people too. I am just not sure what that is yet…